Its almost been a year since I last posted. Many reasons for it I suppose but no excuse for not doing it. I have kept this site active each year in hopes that it is helping a struggling alcoholic. I appreciate all comments that have come in. I have been on a personal quest to learn more about religion. From my attending church, focusing on scriptures in the bible and praying daily and throughout the day I feel I am strengthening my relationship with Jesus Christ who is my Lord and Savior. Now I am not proposing that all alcoholics must find religion in order to recover and stay recovered but simply stating personal witness to how it is affecting my way of living and my continued sobriety and mostly how fascinating the bible is to me. It is teaching me to be humble and grateful for what have. To know that i am truly blessed and will always be taken care of. To give more rather always taking. To pass on what I have learned and to know that I am only sober “by the grace of god” just to name a few. My wish is that the still struggling alcoholic find one or any and all avenues that will help them stay sober. It is a truly a wonderful way of living. In my 21 years of continued sobriety now I have made many mistakes and have been sinful but I can see I am evolving to being a better person. Not perfect but just better. My legacy that I hope to leave behind is that ” Ken was a good person”…nothing more and nothing less. I have noted in past blogs with my personal struggle to know if I am really helping other alcoholics by blogging and keeping this site active. I have been fortunate enough to have written my book, created this website and produced some youtube videos in hope of reaching the suffering alcoholic. For now I am going to leave it to god to know if I am reaching others. This way I will continue to try and be at peace and feel confident with my continued presence on this site and others. If you are a struggling alcoholic or know of someone who is I encourage you to read some of my posts and comment on them so that others can determine if this site is helpful for them. For now I pray to have a continued drive in my personal quest so that I can be as much an asset to the struggling alcoholic as I can. As always I appreciate you reading this or any of my posts. May god bless you!