“But for the Grace of God, there I go”. I recently encountered a situation where I reminded myself of this passage. It was on Thanksgiving day, celebrated here in the U.S., that I encountered what appeared to be an intoxicated man. I was in a convenient store buying my customary Diet Pepsi cola when a man lined up, at the cashier’s station, to my left side. He was a thin man dressed in soiled clothing with his head hanging low while he awaited his turn to pay. He was purchasing three beers at about 8 am. After paying I returned to my truck and he shortly followed. He was driving a vehicle that did not appear to be in good order as it sit with the wheels over line of the marked parking place. As I stared over at him I remembered the passage above and how I must always remember it. It has been a number of years now but I remember vividly the times when I was purchasing and consuming alcohol early in the morning to quiet my nerves in order just to function. My head was always hung low and my vehicle was always on the brink of not working. I am grateful that God was with me at those times of great despair and destruction in my life. I must always remember that passage and realize that I am just one drink away from being that person I encountered that morning. I don’t know that mans story but if he is a suffering soul as was I, may he allow God to carry him to sobriety, if he so chooses. I will always try to remember that “But for the Grace of God, there I go”. and that it applies to any situation or person I encounter from the desolate person to the well dressed ones suffering from the disease of Alcoholism. God I pray for your help in getting those who wish for a better life and sobriety as well as the persons not ready or willing to accept your hand to somehow desire to change. I am grateful that you were there for me in my time of desperation even though I didn’t know it. God bless all those suffering souls out there and my wish for them is to find sobriety and peace.
Thank you for allowing me to share my experience and feel free to comment and post your thoughts.
I know what you mean. We are all one drink away from that existence. Lately I have had the good fortune to talk with and counsel some old friends who have recently come into the program of AA or returned to it. They expressed similar circumstances regarding their lives up to the point of surrendering to God and the twelve step program. Even though at one time they were at the head of their game, alcohol had taken them to the depths of depravity leaving them with one choice – life or death. I sincerely hope this person you described discovers that life is the option and that through God we can still experience life at its fullest.